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Noone is probably ever going to read this and I really don’t care. I will just send my words out there to hope that it will help me cope.
Ive spent the past year of my life planning to marry the man of my dreams then I just realize ive been pushed around fora year? How could i be so naive to not see that he was treating me just like everyone else that did me wrong. Im falling apart wondering what i’ve done. i feel like i’ve just wasted a year of my life. Its a mixed feeling of embarassment and sadness. I’m falling apart for losing him but im embarassed bc i feel somehow like i failed. I dont want to leave my room for a few days. and of course im about to leave for 3 months. I can’t even function. I feel like my whole life just crumbled.
